Some people put themselves through hardship. Without the Lord, we're all just spinning circles, constantly searching for everything but never finding anything.
It seems that I have stripped it from its meaning and ultimately lost the feeling, leaving nothing but an object laid out in front of me- left here to digest intricately and logically and only to obtain an information of sorts; but left me, unwillingly, back to the longing personality that I am so doomed to foresee and completely give in to.
Forgive me.
I am young and naive.
I have gone back and forth with even the decision to stay or to leave. It is ludicrous and even positively-- negative. Patiently, I should wait, but how can one do so deliberately? As if they can truly believe, but it is just that that they cannot achieve…
Or maybe it is just me. It is my struggle to be the slightest bit human and to love freely and openly-- as if to part the waves in a violent and troubled sea...
Some things are just too much to handle. Lighten up that burden. Destroy those false beliefs. Break those habits that break you down.


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